Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
Terrified
Misunderstood
@Amanda84. I am exhausted and depressed and my whole body is just tired because my parents are going through a divorce because my dad met somebody else and that really hurts to see that my dad met someone else. I went on a trip to Greece last week with my dad and every *** night he went to talk to her and kept lying to me that he was going on a walk or talk to a friend he could never admit that he was talking to her for 2 hours and that really hurts. and I have friends, but I don´t want to talk to them about this. Or anyone I know that could understand this feeling right now and I am very depressed I sleep very bad don´t do so much in the day maybe watch my series or something. Is it anyone else that can relate to this?
@blueOwl6210
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That's hard, to feel in the middle, but both your parents still love you, sending you my best wishes 💜💕
@Amanda84 Thanks 💗
@Amanda84 scared anxious worried how this will go. Worried if I share it chat with someone about the things bother me it’ll not go great. Had a serious moment yesterday it got scary and I was honestly thinking of checking into to an institute or something. I then shared two of my issues on another vent site I forgot the name and I feel better for those but there’s one more and I honestly don’t know how it will be taken. I’m willing to accept whatever but it sucks I never realized my life would get to this point no one even knows this is going on. Never realized I really am someone with something mental going on. But I’m optimistic about joining this I always wanted to be a part of something and I feel like I could really connect and eventually grow with everyone
@Amanda84 - I feel like I am, a lefty. I've now accepted that "Right is right". There's something wrong with lefties. They think differently. And I do. No matter how hard I try, my thoughts are alien to others. My views are wrong. Society remains as it has. My left hand reminds me of my status. It is an anchor, like my mind. I will die with a head full of unheard, or unacceptable thoughts. Let me either lead with my right hand in the next life, or be reborn in contrast to this one!