Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
@Amanda84
abandoned
@Eternallotus10 never feel abandoned... You may reach out to me if you ever need a shoulder to support you
I feel ashamed. Ashamed of what I have become, of not being enough, of not trying enough. I'm lost and distracted. I am not trying hard enough as I should. I don't know what I'm doing or why I'm even doing what I'm doing. I am tired of trying.... trying to be better, trying to make myself proud but always failing and trying to get out of this endless loop of distraction and escapism.
@Amanda84 miserable, always anxious, depressed, lonely, can't communicate, etc. I'll say once and I'll say it again I just want to go back to when I was a kid I know I was cringe back then but back then I was truly happy and now I'm so damn miserable I want to be better but I can't I just can't Idk why idk how I just want to dissapear but I won't because I have siblings to take care for and some friends that would be worried for me I have to continue so everyone can be happy (I do not self harm)