College

I'm supposed to go into College this yesr but i dont know if i'll be able to. not cuz of my grades or anything but bcz im unsure if we can even afford it this year. all my friends are talking abt where theyre going for it abd what they plan on studying and i'm not even sure if i get in. i know this doesnt compare to some of the issues people on here go through. but this feels devastating. i've been bursting into tears all day. i dont even think i need solutions right now. i dont know what i need. i just wish i wasnt in this position. i prayed to God for help. but i'm not sure God's listening anymore. I wish I wasn't 17 and helpless. I feel crushed and this feeling feels inescapable. I don't even think sleep will help. If you read it til here , i dont know what you believe in or what faith you go by (if you go by any) Muslim Hindi Christian Jew i dont care. i know i'm someone you will never know but if you could for a second just send any prayer my way. I would owe you. Thank you.

I hope it gets better for you , too , stranger. Bad times can't last forever ?