Feeling so insecured ...
It's been around ten years since i was diagnosed with depression. In the beginning i struggled a lot, cried a lot as i didn't know how to handle my feelings. Little by little i got used to depression, have become numb. I rarely cry these days. It feels like my cognitive abilities are badly affected, i over think and struggle a lot on decision making. The number of friends i have i my life has been reducing and now i
And now I feel like i have no one in my life. I'm so scared of everything and feeling so insecured. I feel like I'm not good enough and no one likes me. I am too scared to make decisions even if i think a lot and waste a lot of time mostly i end up making stupid decisions. I can't even do every day things like cooking or buying a dress. Im stuck inside my head and feeling disconnected from the outside.
