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Hey I'm not sure what to write i feel so isolated from the world and like it's going against me and i don't even have the energy in me to put efforts everytime I talk to someone i feel like people don't want to talk to me because I overbear them. I want to feel something but I'm not able to not really like connect to something and it all feels pointless. I'm scared of what kinda person I'm gonna be the way I'm right now im scared I'll end up like my mom which really scares me and i feel like no matter how much I try I'll not escape it
@YougotthisNaush
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I'm sorry you are struggling.
It's important to take things one day at a time.
You are not alone here.
It's important to not bottle things up.
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@Amanda84 Thank you Amanda 🫂🫂🤍
I also have fear I might turn out like my mom, my grandma and even great grandma, apparently psychotic episodes run in the family. Recently I learned that my great grandmother died in an asylum. And even though I didn't grow up with my mom or her side of the family, I've been noticing a lot of similarities in the way we behave. I'm trying to be more mindful of them and actively trying to make my environment such that it doesn't bring out the worst in me. When I feel like the world is going against me I watch the news, we aren't alone, a lot of innocents suffer every day and I know this doesn't make it better but it inspires me when I see people who go through uwful things persevere and try to make the best out of their lives. I hope the world gets easier on all of us
Hi. That must be incredibly overwhelming. Im here for you if you'd like to open up. Know that youre not alone