I don’t even think there’s a feeling for this.

So my morning is going pretty normal other than the fact that my anxiety is a little higher then normal, fast forward I’m making my protein shake this morning and I start getting nervous I spilled while pouring it into my cup, completely went south from there, but anyway I come back to my room and I start telling my BF that my anxiety was super high and what had happened, and he looks down and says something but I wasn’t sure what.. this man is on the phone and I’m thinking he’s listening to me.. then he left for work.. Then I asked my mom if any thyroid issues run in our family cuz I think I may need to get checked, and I’m trying to tell her why and she’s talking about her dog in the background… so I just hung up…

Like I don’t even know why I talk.. the literal ONLY TWO people I talk to and they barely listen.. I have some much bottled up it’s like word vomit that makes no sense.. when I do finally get a chance to talk I get lost in whatever like just now… anyways yeah bye :(