I don't know who I am
Vipheart
April 3rd, 2025
I really don't know who I am. My mental health mixed with lack of care around me have just weighed on me for years, now I have no idea what I'm doing. I dont do my hobbies because no matter what I don't get validation from it, and even thought it makes me happy I can't help thinking I'm not good enough. I put in all my effort constantly for nothing in return, it's exhasting. I don't know what I enjoy anymore, I don't have many secure friends, I dont feel like me.
Voodvins
April 3rd, 2025
@Vipheart I think you have at least a moderate level of depression, if so, then probably in such a state you need to support yourself and understand that sometimes we cannot be fully active and charged for work. Sometimes we can hate everything we do. And very often we can also be weak. But this is temporary, the main thing is that we have something that supports us and it is important to keep it, even after a while. You will return to this and will be able to find yourself, and for now - just hold on