I hate my life rant.

Hello. I'm Noah. Making another rant. Again. Triggers: fc, running away

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@teenmorgan16

Lemme start by saying I know my problems are the least of everyone worries. But I make rants anyways.

I want to run away. And really badly- my mother won't stop stresses me out. She is continuing to make me want to run away. She keeps making threats about fc and putting me in it. And I can't handle it. I don't know anymore. I seriously don't. There are just moments where I start to realize I just cause more issues then I should. Anytime I talk to someone I cause issues.

Its kinda starts to cause me issues. I mean, the first time I ran (yesterday) for the first time in my life. I had peace. Quietness. Less stressful life. The only time I've ever had a less stressful life. And I hate it. The fact that I have to run away to have peace.

I don't know why I want to run away. Its just- idek. I've just wanted to run and hide the rest of my life for so long. And I'm having such insane thoughts that I am wanting to and have even gotten to planning on how I'm going to..I know it will cause issues for me. But I just want peace. Not just a few hours. I want days of peace.

Thanks. Noah.