I’m done
I know this is my first time posting here or on this app in general but I am honestly done with life I have no fight left in me I have no where to go or turn to. I am not suicidal at all however if something bad happened to me I wouldn’t be mad. I use to pray that something bad would happen so my family wouldn’t have to deal with the pain of me taking mg own life most days I pray something bad will happen like getting hit by a car or bumping into the wrong person. If I was strong enough I wouldn’t be here anymore but unfortunately I’m not.
I understand the situation.
If you feel that prayer does not quite cut it come here to vent it helps me.
I know some situations are more difficult than others and so I do so to write things down so I may remember what it was I did that day.
I come here to put an explanation what it was that I saw previously.
I feel shy because I was not suppose to come in today I need time off for the sickness but administration felt otherwise.
I feel that nothing bad will happen so that worries me, what else can I do if that does not work where must I turn to.