I miss her.
I am Jason. I am a tremendous noob. Yet I recognize something about myself. I miss her.
I miss her in my heart, my bones, my sleep, my pain. I miss her like an amputee misses their body part, phantom pains scream through my nerves. Of everything I have lost i miss her vastly the most. And I have lost my parents, my grandparents, my friends, my sons, our house was foreclosed, my precious doggies...yet she is the absence that sears my reality. I need her like oxygen.
I know that will never change. She was my life. Without her I don't know what im doing nor why im doing it.
I am Jason.
@reservedThinker7510
Hello Jason.
I can hear your pain behind each word.
I'm just here to hold a quiet space for you.
💚
@reservedThinker7510
Hi Jason. I’m so sorry for your loss and the pain it’s bringing you. Sending you all the love and support and strength you need to help you cope and get through this very difficult and stressful and challenging situation. If you ever wanna chat I’m here for you. Hugs ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@reservedThinker7510 Hi, Jason, I feel you, sir. I'm going through something similar and the pain is visceral. I wish I had better words of wisdom... I guess just know you're not the only one struggling. Maybe there's some solace in that.