Its been awhile..

It's been awhile since i last logged in here. Things at home have gone a little crazy. And me, there are still days (and nights) anxiety attacks, and been feeling down lately. I still haven't found a job, and i'm literally broke af. I can't even buy myself some supplies during that time of the month, plus the dreaded dysmenorrhea.

But, there are also days that i feel good. I take myself on a walk every night when i can, when the mood strikes. I find myself listening to the usual music i listen to. My appetite's back somehow.

Despite the dark days, i am feeling hopeful. That everything will be okay. I just have to hang on a litte tighter and a bit longer.

If only i can find someone who can help me financially while i find work. sigh Sorry, just letting it all out here. Got no one to talk to here at home. 🥺