Message to my 2 year ago self.

Hey there. You are just being delusional. There is no hope in this world. Nobody cares(as in truly cares). You're just a tissue to be used and throwed (even if throwing is hidden under a gentle goodbye).

You are a fool to think that someone will love you. Don't you remember, right from your birth.. whoever you loved were all taken away from you. And now you don't have anybody. Just the surrounding people. So stop believing in love.

Become a lifeless shell. Yeah.. one day it will crack. It's okay. Better to end that way.

All I can say is that you will suffer endlessly... Tears willep rolling out of your eyes. Your heart will ache and rot. And no one will be there for you. No online ppl. no offline people. AND NOT EVEN GOD. Coz he is just a witness. He will NEVER EVER NEVER EVER NEVER EVER f***ing save you. You understand you piece of trash.

Hope you cry.