My life with Ocd

I was diagnosed with obsesive compulsive disorder a year ago. It was hatd to diagnose because i don'r have the most common symptomes like oveewashing hands.

For me, it started with compulsive eating. I would eat over 4000 calories in a day. I gained 8 kg, but i was already thin. In fact, i am still slim, but i've gained visceral fat and mucj belly fat wich is hard to loose because i can t diet because of healt problems.

What are my symptoms?

For example, right now i deal with compulsive body checking and trying clothes. I can stay for hours looling in the mirror and i ussualy find things i don t like. I am a erson who bloats a lot for hours and in the mirros it s visible. I also can't leave my home before i go to bathroom or if i have number 2 in my digestive track because my belly would look bloated. This is very hard and it's giving me a lot of stress. If i don t like the way i look, ky day is ruined. I also tend to check my body often and if i find it bloated i feel worse. I also wear pulls eveb if it s mid summer and i have a single pair of pants i go out with. The oyhers don t fit my body, wirh slim legs and round belly. I don t go to school, i don t have friends...i obsess over controling little things in my life and my family. It s hard. If only i hadn t overeat or be so sensible to food and bloating...

Is anybody in my situation?