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hey y’all! So I have a lot going on so I’m just gonna start from the beginning. I am currently 32(33 in September)and I was diagnosed with Multple Sclerosis when I was 23. I have accepted that my life is different day to day and I’ve adapted to challenges that come my way. But the biggest thing that affected me was not being able to drive. With that went my freedom. Always having to ask people for rides or being on someone else’s time. I just hate it. Now that I have a 3 year old I’m constantly worrying about him getting older because we know growing up you want to go anywhere but home. and I won’t be able to do it. It doesn’t matter how bad I want to it’s just not happening. So I’ve come to terms with that situation
so young dumb me got married when I was 23 because my dad was dying. I wanted him to see who I would spend the rest of my life with. I thought it would ease his mind that I would have someone there to help me(diagnosed with Multple Sclerosis about 4 months earlier) So we got married in the hospital. The night we got married my dad was alert and active. Then later that night slipped into a coma and died 3 days later.
now fast forward 6-7 years. I was cheated on and very hurt but that’s a different story. Not only did I get a divorce I lost my childhood best friend of 20+ years because I was letting off some built up anger and frustration ranting to her. Then she told her bf what I said. I got a text from him saying how bad of a person I was and to never speak to her again. I tried reaching out but she never responded. So I have not seen or talked to her since.
wow I’m sorry. Did not realize this was so long and there is still more story as to why I’m reaching out and trying therapy. So goodbye for now. Thank you for reading! If you have questions feel free to message me.
@courageousglitter2931 hi welcome to cups ❤ I'm sorry about your dad😟 loosing a loved one is very hard😞 your ex and your friend, well people come and go in life, so I guess we just have to be thankful for being part of their life, and move on to new friends ❤ what happened with your friend, was not your fault, she should have known you better, to see that it was a angry outburst, and not your true character. I live in a old folks nursing home, I'm 23 so it's not ideal situation, but there's a lady here who has ms, so I know a fair bit about how the disease works, and in different ways it can effect you, so please know that I'm always here if you need to talk ❤❤gives you a giant tiny hug ❤
thank you! Yes I’ve come to terms with most of it now just creating an outlet to talk to someone. I need to get this off of my chest especially because it has been built up for some years now.
