Still dealing with the consequences of someone else's actions
I just woke up. Suddenly, the disrespect resurfaced. Being mean by to me for no reason, while I was only loving towards him. Refusing to be intimate, avoiding talks, yelling at me to understand him, calling me an insensitive schmex addict. Refusing a trip together and yelling at me again because it costs too much, while staying home in another room, beating it to strange women on schmex cams and only fans. Making the divorce extremely difficult, refusing to pay back money he said he will, while spending $9000 on said cams and only fans. Lying to me and cheating on me for 3 months straight, refusing a divorce and saying he'll 'work' on our marriage. Spending thousands in therapy while only becoming a worse person overall. How am I supposed to carry all this? Why am I the one who's suffering, while he's still spending that money on therapy, alcohol and other women.
@faithfulBunny8965
You deserve so much better than being disrespected like this.
He is taken you for granted and not taking accountability for his actions.
You cannot change him sadly but you can decide what will make you happier moving forward 💛
I really appreciate your response once again Amanda❤️
@faithfulBunny8965
I'm so sorry you're carrying so much pain. It sounds like you've spent a long time trying to hold your marriage together while being hurt by someone you love. Please remember that his actions are not a reflection of your worth, and you are not responsible for fixing choices he continues to make. You can love someone deeply and still recognize that the relationship is hurting you. You deserve honesty, respect, emotional safety, and peace. Please don't feel like you have to carry all of this alone. Sometimes choosing yourself is the first step toward healing. ❤️