The worse place
The worse place you can be mentally is banned on this site as it is on most sites. It makes sense, it could be traumatic to others.
But those who're in that place, have very few options left, crisis support must be helpful to some, but to me it's always made things worse, made things more concrete in my mind.
This site, this all feels so fake, saccharin nonsense, good vibes and positive thoughts, did you do your mindfulness? Your journaling? Did you take the oath? Did you level up your good deeds and big smiles milestone?
No, I drank all day wishing for a way out.
@Dormo
I had to laugh a little at your last comment. Thank you. I'm sure that wasn't your intention but I'm quite thankful just the same.
I get what you're saying completely. I think the same about posts that feel too optimistic and positive. I feel the same about romance movies.
I did take a few minutes to be grateful.
I dont come here for the feel good bs just do this. I come to distract myself and let the moment pass. At the beginning most times I am ready to explode. By the end of my winded and rambling posts I'm able to manage some self control.
@Jennifer773469 That's all good, it's wasn't intentional but it is kinda funny in a pretty dark way.
I'm still not sure why I come here.
@Dormo fr
Yeah. That's cursed. Everyone is like high here. "Say hi to Sun! 🤗" I live in a slum. You can't even see the Sun from here. It's 6:58 A.M. in my country and I woke up with my sisters crisis. That's my morning. These guys thinks "depression" can be solved by exercises, bein positive or hobbies. That guy can go outside and hang out with his friends but I can't do that here. That guy doesn't struggles with finding help. How can I wait for them to understand me? That's dumb. Whenever I enter to these threads, (which I need to for uaing the website) I always feel like "Why can't I be happy like them with just basic exercises or staying positive? Is something wrong with me?".
I click to crisis resources and all I see is the numbers of countries. My country doesn't have crisis hotline so I hit to a wall there. Outside of that therapy is paid. Ok, I'll be honest, of course it's going to be paid but when I see "Affordable" I go insane. 35 dollars may be affordable for you but it's like 2.000 liras here. I cn't judge anyone but, it feels like everyone refuses to help and these "postive thinking" guys are just robots for making 7Cups look good. I don't know, I don't think psychological pr
oblems can be solved by saying "hi!" to the sun.
I was going to share a thread like you did but I couldn't find the button for that. I guess I need to "level up" or something else.
Sorry for bad typing. You can imagine I'm not typing at a very good moment. Pretty busy.