Thoughts
Sometimes we want to say a lot but there are no words that can explain what going on in our mind ? We don't know how to explain it to anyone or even ourselves what is going on. Everything feels wrong even when nothing is really wrong
When u don't feel anything when something really big happens but break down on small things..when everything feels heavy. Chest hurts. And all u want is to say someone i m not okay I don't know what to do , i m tired. But then uk that u can't do that bcz that's not an option.. so u just handle everything alone once again
But something inside us breaks..some people become quiter...laugh everytime but the moment they are alone everything hits all at once. Anxiety not able to breath and then have to tell myself it's all gonna be ok breath breath and hug my teddy to feel comfort
When I get attach to people really fast but the moment the connection starts getting too close i get overwhelmed i m not able to handle
My brain doesn't know what is right what is wrong I m soo much complicated..I m a type of person people hate and i also hate..anxious and avoidant attachment style..I don't know how to be normally attached. I don't know how to love someone ..care for someone..it's like I m the real problem..idk what should I just do...but i m tired
Hi @cutegrapes.
It sounds like you were raised around distant and neglectful people.
You seem aware and can communicate your issues fairly adequately so all hope is not lost.
Keep growing 🌟 Time and more experience are going to improve your life alot i believe ✨️
@AsherTree
Not really... My family was nice
Maybe there is a hope â¨
Thank you so muchhhhð¥¹
@cutegrapes
Iit's wonderful that you have a nice family!
I hope you find peace of mind and thrive.
Whatever the reasons are why you are having difficulties we all support you here🌟
Thank youuu so muchhh for ur support 🥹🫂
@AsherTree
Your not alone. I'll listen when it's overwhelming and you don't know what direction to turn to. When u feel crushed, decimated, torn, ripped, stabbed, put through the ringer, and your integrity is ripped to shreds. I'm here, your not alone, you will survive, you are meant for more but you absorb too much that is not for you to carry. You need to prioritize you and take more self care time. Here when you need some that gets complicated