To my ex.
(Fake names)
I’m sorry, that I was never good enough for you, I know you have moved on with your life and we are friends but being friends hurts so bad. I want to be able to hold you as you cry and tell you how good you're doing without it being weird. To be honest I’m glad you're happy just not so happy that it’s my best friend you're happy with. I know I'm the one who let go that night, But I don’t think you understand if I could go back in time I would stop myself from being suspicious of M and accusing you and I would stop myself from talking to B tell myself it will lead to trouble I will make it to were I only speak to you and I would never question M. I loved you so much the questioning and consent overthinking got to be too much though. I’m glad you found a home in another girl who isn’t me because lets face it I’m no ones home. The only people I cam please is my family and I disappoint them too. I know the night I left was a relief for you because that means you could go home. Even though it hurts to admit M is better then me by a lot shes more sexaul then me and she will be on call aand talk 24/7 which I couldn’t. Kinda hard to process that just October I was planning our wedding and wondering what our kids would look like now im sitting here in a classroom writing a letter you will never see . I miss you and always will but for now I will sit back and be friends.
Love, the worthless ex.
@Maeeeeebae999 Please keep in mind these are to a guy I have deeply loved since October and I ended things with please do not say things like "Oh, You could do better" or "He wasn't putting in the bare minimum" That will set me off <3 We are also both in the wrong in this relationship not just him
Dear L, I'm sorry I wasn't enough for your love, I really could have used you today. Today is a really bad day and I wish i was in your arms. I can't believe I left you even though I loved tf out of you. I miss you sm my love. I have gone from being mad at you to expecting I'm the problem Im the major *** red flag. Iḿ the one with the trust issues so bad I have tried to off myself over not trusting, Then the exact *** I was overthinking became true. I did so much *** I thought would make you stay but as always you surprise me in the worst ways ever. I will remember though from now on I have to live in the body I let you touch and I will never let another guy touch me because whats the point for them to leave again? For them to get what they want and take off? I know you hate me because I'm a *** don't ask me why I am a *** its just life I wish I was not here so you would be happy, So everyone will be happy.
Love, The mess up...
I am no longer sorry in fact you should be sorry for all the times you have hurt me and used me.
I wanna be okay with you, But I have opened my eyes and reliezed that the way you treated me was not okay! I gave you love and respect well you were looking for ways into my pants. So yes I am sorry for loving you, Yes I am sorry for caring about you. Yes I am so sorry for always being nice even though you *** sexaully assaulted me multiple times. This is me moving on to a new chapter in my life after 7 months good *** bye.
~Love,Mae.