To my irl frends (Couldnt actaully tell them)

They all say it won't last a week but I believe in it. I love him and if they can't accept that are they my friends? I just don't get this *** no more I try to be happy but it gets knocked down every time I want to be happy not depressed and suicidal if he makes me happy why can't I have him. He was my everything we both just had some issues we had to solve please believe in me, Don’t make faces when I tell you who I'm dating don't judge me for “Giving it another chance”. You don't know the *** me and him have put up with for each other. We have been through so much for each other and I wouldn't take none of it back cuz I love him more than anything. I never thought I could have the same feelings for the same guy for 8 months and still feel so strongly on them. I trust him with my life and I always will. IF you cant accept that I guess you aint a real friend. I am always happy when you guys are so just pls be happy for me…..