Trying to Hold On When Everything Feels Heavy
There's only so much you can take,
only so many times before you break.
I carry a lot of shame and blame. I never been to school, I'm not educated. I look different, a freak. I put on a smile, live in a little bubble, I want to help everyone, I wish I could have everyones pain of them, or at least help in some sort of way. I want to be braver, I want to have courage, I want to be so many things, but for me they will only ever be a dream.
Just broken
@Tinywhisper11heybye
@Tinywhisper11
Troops unite! We must protect this precious being at once! 
I hope you feel better Tiny and it's not just a dream. I know I haven't been a part of 7 cups for a long time but I am sure you have brought countless smiles to people's faces here. Especially mine 😁. You do help others and make them feel special but don't forget you are special too!
@JollyRacher 🙂❤😁❤ you are specialerr ❤ I love you so much ❤❤ don't worry I'm doing better now ❤❤ thanks sweetie you always make me smile ❤❤❤ huggggs mimi ❤
@Tinywhisper11 🌸
Hi Lola,
How are you today? ❤️
@Greentrees2325 hi sweetie ❤❤ I'm doing ok ❤ how are you and your family??
It’s nice to hear from you and I’m glad you’re okay ❤️
We’re all well thank you ☺️. I’m glad it’s spring, looking forward to warmer temperatures and sunnier days ☀️🌷
I hate myself, I have no job, nothing to my name except a list in *** for an idea that led to the death of one my closest childhood friends. I pray that God kills me quickly and painlessly very soon.
@C01CA04 are you ok?
I am neutral right now, I shared my experience witha listener and my anxiety and self hatred reduced
Thank you, you are a blessing
@C01CA04 I'm glad your feeling a bit better now ❤❤gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤ I hope you get all the support you need and deserve here ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 I hear y'all on that and I'm always here if you need someone to talk to you
@Countrygirl095 thankyou ❤
@Tinywhisper11 i love you lola
@RainbowTulip awww thanks ❤ I love you too ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤
You are the only reason I come to 7cups
you are the bravest kindest and smartest person I know
you are my butiful princess
lot of love from your butiful princess buuu
@Itachi1993 hi buutiful prince ❤ feeling better again now ❤❤ so no need to worry. Hope you're ok?