What about her?

Eldest daughter but what about the only daughter the YOUNGER one, who saw it all?what about her who blamed everything and still blames everything on her ? What about her who wished to have power enough to make things right? what about her who stayed and got to knew about the things which happened even when she was not born what about when she thinks wish she was either born early to help things out to protect something what about her who is crushed under bcz now she carries the trauma from all over her?what about her who start eating herself about her when she thought if something happened to her it could make things better what about her when she blames herself even when people do evil to her by thinking maybe iam repaying something what about her who is silenced under norma of being younger what about her who have to carry it from all above her what about her who now has ptsd have guilt complex trauma adhd anxiety depression what about her who is still filled with love even is thats the most important thing she craves what about her who now has abdonment issues Who now has craved it in her heart that people are meant to go no one will stay for her no one will understand her what about her who now carries everyone's trauma from up above her? what about her? what about her?