i hate everything
i feel so bad. why. why do i feel like trashtheres this burning ache in my chest but i cant tell anyone about it because im scared i'll get made of. i hate everything. whats even the point of working hard and studying? i dont want to do this. im so sick of this..
someone please remind me. remind me that life can be beautiful even in the smallest things. i know it. i just cant see it. i think i have really bad anxiety. i want to get actual therapy but my mum says im just being dramatic...that this is what everyone goes through. im just being dramatic, right?
i feel so sleepy because i didnt drink or eat the whole day. i feel like i dont deserve to eat my meals...
@passionatePineapple275 Hi. Sorry you’re feeling so down. I know that sometimes it’s hard and heavy and feels like it will stay that way forever. The “forever” part is kind of an illusion. Things always change eventually. What helps me when I can’t feel happy is to try to at least not feel worse. You’re right that there is happiness to be found, but sometimes it’s just hard to find. Hang in there.