Desperately stuck in life.
I am 21 years old and I still live with my parents, not by choice, but because I am stuck with nowhere to go and no one to turn to. All I can do is reach out and hope for some kind of guidance.
I was pulled from school at 14 years old because my parents were constantly fighting, splitting up and dragging me all over the country to get away from each other while playing into each others drama instead of focusing on their child, there was neglect prior to this, but they became so consumed with fighting and their own selfishness that the neglect over the years has become worse to the point that it has left me with nothing, I have no education, I have no job, I have no license and no clue how to drive, I have no experience in this world, and I don't even have so much as a state ID, because no one has ever cared enough to prepare me for the world so that I can live for myself. When I have tried to take the initiative and seize opportunities to work towards a better future for myself, my parents, especially my father would become furious and absolutely refuse.
Watching my life and everyone I love or have loved pass me by tears me up inside, I feel so alone and abandoned and I just don't what to do with myself, and I don't know where to start owning my life or how to even go about it.
Hi, I feel sorry to hear how you are feeling right now. I hope you will feel better soon, maybe start looking for any kind of part time job just to let yourself get busy, and later on you will have more and more experience and knowing what you want to do little by littlel. i suggest struggle to start from anywhere. anything any activity that makes you happy