I feel this universe talks with me

Have you ever had this feeling?

I have an religion that answers my questions about porpoise of life etc, but I have this feeling, like, hidden meanings.

My life was full of confusion & strange ups and Downs(still is), I could say most of it ends up with an miracle.

I feel this unanswered questions, things that happen in my life that I don't have control over, my family, the country I was born in, my talents & likes, all are saying something to me.

I feel we all, humans, are capable of unimaginable things that Lyes within our lives. I have a feeling that, regardless of my physical health, lack of money, dozen responsibilities(and more), still one day I will travel around the world and excellent encounters awaits me.

I feel one day I will find good friends near me, and I know during those days, I'll probably am still struggling over something, because we all are, but I have to try to make my future better.

I just have to wait, have more faith & hope, and try to study harder (and other things that I don't remember atm)

I believe there is always the right thing good to do, but it's hard to judge or to trust our judgment because we, are very much human.

And when I say this universe talks with me, I don't mean spiritually etc, I mean like when you are the chosen one but you don't know how much you are capable of

And sometimes you suddenly understand you was capable of something very good, like you feel thankful, even for a little bit

Like when you look at nature and stories fill your head, you see beautiful art work in trees and you feel how much kind & powerful God is.

Most of this is so hard for me to describe, I hope I had send you my thoughts & tone through different colors.

I'm sorry for talking so long, but have you ever felt like this, just for a little, before ?