I'm Really Stuck in life =(
I'm at the point where I'm completely stuck, I have a job but I hate it it's hell for me, it makes me suicidal and depressed, and makes me have no hope at all, I got an job offering somewhere else today and I can't even feel happy, because I feel like I'm forced to stay at my current job when I don't want to =(, I feel scared to quit because I don't want to make my managers upset but at the same time I know they don't like me no one does so I feel like there's no point of me being there, I don't know what I should do I'm so depressed, on top of that I have to tell me manager that I can't come in Tommorow because I start work at my new job tomorrow and I'm really nervous to tell my manager =( like I feel so alone and that I'm not going to make it out of this job that I hate so much my bf wants me to stay working at this job only because of one thing and I'm honestly ready to quit but I can't help me please I'm only 18 and so stressed out =(
I feel like I'm stuck In life, beause my mothr and father took aay my car at 20 years old, and my license at 25 years old Now that I'm bakc home I have to deal with an physicall and mentlly absive brther and somtimes a physIcally and emotonally abusve father! I feel that noOne wIll lisen to Me, but I do Have this one friend who i've Been friends With SincE grade four move up th street from Me, aLmot 2 1/2 years, ago! Sure, I could Walk oN over tO her house, but it Seems Like she neVer does That iN return. I Know tHat if shetr7ly does love me, then sHe will express That wIth her actions in return! Plus, what's aLways embarassng is that i'm alway in th back seat of my mothEr and fathes car wheneer I wnt to go somewhere! Thas aLways embrassing! I reaLly don't havevA churh to go to, because they let me go When i Was 21.6. I Want to turn Towards God, or a higher poer, or Somethng higHr than me...but I feeL like I'M Stuck...sO, wh you are a produt of your own eNvironent, and You FEEL like your envionmen is no gooD FOR YOURSEL, tthEn iTS UP TO NONE OTHR thasn YOU to chaNge ir right?
