Im sabotaging myself and i dont know how to fix myself.
History of me. Long and interesting...im 17 and how i feel seems to always come back to "Its a teenager thing". I am currently sabotaging my life. I am gay and my girlfriend is the best thing that has happened to me since ever..She is my world and she has helped me through alot. I dont know what i would have done without her. Anyways, stress is a huge thing going on i my life and its driving me insane. I am having issues at home. I do everything with a rudeness or an atittude that i dont realize i have. Im a good kid and have no other problems but that of im terrified of losing people and i dont like myself much at all.
Hey there. Remember that this life is yours to create. I see you've identified that you don't like your attitude. That's the hardest part right there, identifying an issue with ourselves.Change takes work and it isn't easy, but you can do it. Tune into yourself and catch yourself next time you're acting in a way you don't like. It will eventually become habit. It's great you have your girlfriend by your side! Express your needs and goals with her and I'm sure she will help you get there.