Lonely, Sad, Angry...Bored...

I stumbled upon this site/app via a comment on a localTV news station's Facebook page. I have been depressed for the past 2 years when my boyfriend (high school sweetheart 17+ years ago)broke up with me unexpectedly. I have been feeling "stuck" ever since. I've had other "situationships" with men in between time but nothing lasts. I have a great careerthat keeps me busy and content but that's all I do...work, work, work. I have 2 close female friends but when they're busy, I'm bored and alone. I spend most of my time as of late in the house...come home from work, eat dinner and go to bed... I don't like doing things alone so I just don't doanything...while life passes me by. I have a birthday coming up next week and will most likely be where? You guessed it...at home...after work that is! I don't know...I just need to get out of this rut I'm in...I need friends...and a social life...happiness. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep from being so unhappy and lonely. I'm in a new city for the past 5 years...if that helps any. I have become extremely bitter towards the opposite sex due to my failed relationships too... I am almost certain that's having an effect on my dealings with men although I try my hardest not to show that side. But for some reason, they always end up leaving and I just don't get that. At this point, I have accepted the fact that I will never be married or have a family...and I feel bad because my parents want grandkids. Sorry this post is all over the place! Thank you for listening.