Lots of negative thoughts

I have gotten used to having a constant stream of negative thoughts about other people and things, and this is largely becuase I have been around some quite terrible people for a long time. I however am not able to collect my self to the point where I can write my book about it, and I am too preoccupied for that now anyway. I have a grand idea to have my revenge against these disgusting people that I have the misfourtune of being around, but I lack the necessities to carry out my vision, so I intend to write a book called My Problem, but I am too uncollected to begin writing. I would only hope that my works will incite a revolution against the rich paracites that I have grown up around. Seeing these people I live with expliot others for profit is quite angering, in addition to the fact that they are rotten. This place I live in makes me quite sick, and I can't seem to leave anytime soon.