Making Life Changes After Illness

I just went through a near-death experience (unexplained illness, organ failure, etc.) and it has me questioning a lot of things, including my place and purpose in the world, what I really want to be and do, and it's has also created some anxiety about returning to a stressful work environment that I don't love. I'm not getting a strong hit on what to change (or change first) though so I feel stuck and unmotivated. How do you deal with the need to make a change but don't know which direction to go in?