im fine (the meaning behind it)

I'm fine, but i'm breaking, i try to talk, but you don't listen, when i speak, it goes one ear out the other... you tell me to open up, but you get mad when i say your hurting me, i'm called a liar and a freak everyday, so don't waste your time, i already know because you tell me muliple times a day... when i say something you don't like, you scream and say its in my head, you promise me you will say, but there is always a price to pay if I do... So, yes I'm fine because that's what you want to hear. But just know i shouldn't have to be the bigger person because while I'm falling you are watching... and as you always say, "I'm the child and you are the parent. So follow my rules or leave."