life as it goes through

its me again, in the past i used to come here to process my mother's affairs and other really tough things thats been going on 

now i have a person in my life and they tell me things, today i felt like i wanna show what they says to others. obviously my goal is not a deflame them so i crossed out the option of showing it to my friends.

another option is here, so i remembered all the things i used this space to process. i dont want this space to be something i use to process this particular issue.