trying to change my life
I feel douchey for writing this. I am in my twenties, I work full time, have my own place, and if you were to ask anyone... I'm sure they'd say I was happy or at the very least content. But I'm not. I get home, and I feel like I can be myself. That being a complete mess. I cry and hurt. I don't know what is wrong with me.
I haven't been in a relationship in years, and this year I will change that. Maybe its the lack of intimacy? I don't know. So I have created an online profile for a dating site... And so far, I have gotten messages but I'm so nervous because I am very shy, and scared.
I don't know. I have to change. This year has to be different for me.
@iwantcake1987
implementing changes can be very fearful and challenging, but staying the same can be exhausting, to do something is far better than doing nothing, but doing something can present different problems. I'm in the process of trying to rebuild my life too, and it's damn hard, especially when we find ourselves battling through, I guess the key for you, is identifying the areas you want to change, work on your self confidence and love to help build your esteem, take some calculated risks and allow yourself to be open to feel different emotions In order for you to find what your looking for.
i don't know if any of that made any sense to you? But I wish you the best of luck.
