i'm actually so drained
why must life be so draining?
i swear, everything in life seems to be coming in on me like a boulder. all at once, no stopping. that's exactly what life feels like right now. as if i can try as hard as i want to get over the rock, but it just keeps rolling and rolling, until it hits a stop. the stop is me. and if i try, it keeps running me over time after time.
so, what's even the point of trying anymore. nobody likes or appreciates me. nobody in my life checks in on me to see if i'm ok. i've told them that i need someone to check on me, but guess what. they all left. said it was too much for them. i guess it's too much for me too.
so to answer my earlier question, there is no point. no point in trying anymore.
What made you feel that way ? What causes that feeling ?
@gymat2am
nobody in my life checks in on me. they know that i'm not ok, but still never ask how i'm doing. there is no point in life if nobody cares.
I mean nobody check up on me either but why do you care about others so much ? I don’t need ppl to check up on me life is up to you not somebody else.
@gymat2am
Your reply comes off as very dismissive of OP's experience.
This is how OP feels about their situation.
There is not much point to hold OP to your own standards.
We all have different needs, and we all proscess things differently.
Also, most of us are social beings that thrive on meaningful connections with other people.
It is not uncommom to feel discouraged when this is lacking from our lives.
Naturally we can make changes to make new connections. Still, it can be difficult to start over when we are already feeling very drained, or empty. Empathy and encouragement can go a long way.
@gymat2am
because people like that make comments, and make it seem like i am doing something wrong. i may as sib said, i may process differently than you. i may take things harder. i may have a different situation than you. please, don't be rude on a post where someone is done with life. it doesn't help.
@mysteriousClover I get how you feel. I just started high school and everything is starting to pile up. The constant work and studying is driving me crazy. Everything feels like it's too hard to do, whether it's walking the dogs or brushing my teeth it feels like I'll pass out from the effort I have to put into just existing.
That’s so awful that no one checks in despite knowing you’re struggling, we all deserve that bit of kindness.
