Hello,

So I been struggling with my physical for these couple of months and I don’t have any money in Disability nor unemployment. I been trying to sell my stuff or try to get a remote job because I have limitations with my physical.

i do live with my mother and have family. My mother is in her 70’s and paying for everything. My siblings will not help me financially. I don’t want to be asking my mother for money because she already have enough in her plate and she don’t have alot of money.

I made a Gofund Me page just for a little help. Not asking for much. Well of my sibling found it and make a big deal about it. Questioning my mother whom I live with about it.

I didn’t want my mother to know about because then she want to give me whatever little money she has left and I don’t want her to do that . Well she found out because of my siblings

He made a big deal about it and my mom got mad at me for it. Which I don’t understand what I did wrong. I was just asking for a little help. For this month so I can atleast pay some bill and help her out until I am able to find a job .

now me and my mother go in to a big argument about it. I really don’t understand what is the problems. I’m not stealing from anyone and I’m not stealing from my own family.

this is why I sometime feel I don’t belong here in earth. I try to help myself out for I don’t drag anyone with me but I turn out to be the bad guy.

Any Advice is welcome. Thank you for listening.