My Story at the moment

I have been having therapy and healing my inner child from childhood trauma

my inner child has accepted the changes and is ready to get well

but me the adult is frightened as its fear of the unknown and many things

and I am often in a state of panic and dizziness i've always had but its got bad again

due to the fear of getting well

I try to distract and help myself through it but its not easy when you feel so bad I get frantic with how bad I feel

I have a fantastic therapist she is really well trained and knows what she is doing but her focus is on being a therapist more than a support more so now because of how near I am to getting well

I don't have much support well not what I want

I am thankful for the people who have cared here although I've had bad experiences with listeners

there are some who offer support most seem to be busy there so not always much

I'd like to find at least one in the UK who will get me if possible and be the right person

anybody who is empathetic and can give positive support I'd be thankful for that

and I hope so much anybody else who is seeking that they get it

suffering is hell empathetic and friendships make it a little more bearable