Day 1- of trying new things

Hello I'm Olivia

I've decided I will try to be better and get on a better schedule and try new things. Today (or yesterday) Sunday 19th of October 2025. I decided to do more things after having a panic attack at one AM (because my brother (Liam) yelled at me for doing basically nothing when all I did was help him and he never noticed)( maybe will post full story later) today I got up was depressed so I stayed in my room for a bit I woke up at 10:00 AM and left my room at like 12:00 PM I went to Red Robins (YUM) (a food place that is in a lot of places in the USA) I ate there I wasn't hungry and I am starving myself (I'm trying to stop) so I only ordered strawberry lemonade and mandarin oranges. My dad(Sean) left for work (made me sad) my sister (Maddy) brought me (Olivia) and my mom (Marie) to Fred meyer than home when i got home at like 1:00-1:30 i toke my antibiotic then played with my kittens cat and dogs fr like 3 minuets becaus ei got so bored ( kittens we have kylo male and nala female both from the same litter only real pet siblings we have then the cat mochi the fat cat hes a male and he ways like 17.8 pounds then we have the dogs leah the oldest shes sweet shes nice and we love Padme the ehhh chill out dog stop licking my feet get down stop padme kinda dog) after i got bored i went and ate halloween cupcakes we make from scratch at home it was good then had and otter pop and grabbed a lot of otter pops two different kinds of cheese sticks and 2 meat sticks and then I grabbed two cupcakes and put all the stuff in a tupperwere that was my grandma and papas (my mom knows what I'm doing) then I went on a walk with the tupperwhere in my hand I left at about 2:00 and got there to my grandas house at 2:09 and then I gave my grandma(cherl I don't know how to spell he name so share-el that's how to pronounce it)and papa (veril) one and I gave my cousin( Zeke) the cheese and meat sticks and I put otter pops in there freezer I stayed there for about 2 and a half hours I came home around 4:26 and played around upstairs for 2 hours then it was bout 6:20 and I went down stairs and watched some stuff took my antibiotic ( for my ear infection) (doesn't hurt anymore that's good) watched youtube with brother and mom for like 1 hour 30 min and then I did candels on my ear and then I went to bed ( I'd did take a shower today) I was supposed to go to bed at 8:45 PM but its 1:20 am right now I cant sleep and I've been in 7 cups so yeah I'm pretty good at this I read for a bit as well feel free to comment if you can and yeah night.

bye butterflys 

this is a photo of me at 1:22 AM