22M) Lost my mom on Christmas Eve.
Breast cancer. 59. Heartbroken and can’t shake it. She was my everything. I don’t know how people get over things like this. I miss her so much, all the time, every little thing about her. I can barely keep myself together in public sometimes. My motivation, confidence, self-esteem have all tanked. It feels like there’s a giant hole in my chest.
@kindApple9059 sits beside you, wraps you up in a cosy blanket and cuddles you ❤ loosing any loved one is hard. But looking a parent must be the worst. It's not been that long since she passed, it's ok to let yourself just go through the emotions right now, grieving is a different journey for us all, so take your time in healing ❤❤ we have a great grief community here. And I'm always here with a shoulder ready to cry on, and open arms ready to hug you ❤ do you have a special place to go sit, and talk to your mum? Cause she can still hear you, she can see you! Watching over your mum was your earth angel, now she's home a Angel watching over you, joined ever really gone, as their spirit lives within you ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤ how are you feeling right now?
I just wasn’t ready for her to leave. I need her here. I just wish I could go back, or go with her. I don’t understand why she had to go at that time. She was my world.
@kindApple9059 😞 it's never a good time for our lives ones to leave us😟 I'm so sorry sweetie. It's truly heartbreaking, it feels like your life's been turned upside down right now, death is not an easy thing to accept. But just remember she still lives within you ❤ and is watching over you from above ❤ (actually I don't know what your beliefs are around that) so sorry if I upset you in any way.
just please know I'm right here for you ❤ you and your mum must have had a beautiful connection, I bet you have many wonderful memories of her ❤ she is at peace now, no more pain. And I believe you will meet again when the time is right ❤ grief can hit us in so many ways, but through it all are you managing to sleep ok? And eat properly? This is your safe place here, you are free to open up as much as you want, I'll always listen and support you ❤ don't ever struggle through theese emotions alone ok? I hope today is a better day ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤