Hi, I'm new.

I've had a lot happen recently and it's all so much.

In September, we can to let our sweet little baby rest. It was a horrible last 24hrs for her and I wish I could have made it better. I miss her so so so so much. Everyday, I get excited to say hi to see her, and my heart drops and I feel 30lbs heavier. I can't express this to my family because half of them feel this way and the other half didn't love her this much and will think I'm overdramatic. I just want my soft angel back with me, she was my reason, my purpose to live and do better. I wanted to give her the world. And now I'll never see her again. ):