Hi

So hi,

I never usually do this sort of thing and have never really easily opened up to anyone but I've just been hit with this overwhelming wave of grief. I struggle horribly with opening up to people in real life so this should be the next best thing right? People tell you as years go by things get easier and you learn to live without this person you loved so much right? I don't think that's true for me, well maybe the learning to live without bit but not the easier bit, it's definitely harder as you live more life and there's just always one more thing you wish you could tell or show them. Does that make sense to anyone?

It just hits me sometimes that they're not around anymore and it fully overwhelms me and that's me right now

Well that's just me blabbing my thoughts out, don't know if anyone will ever read this but it would be nice to know and not feel so alone for a moment.

Sending love and hugs to anyone here xxx