I miss my grandma
my grandma passed away 10-9-17 but i just cant help but still cry to this day, she was such a big part in my life but got ripped away from me so early in my life. i cant get over it and i just feel so lost without her i miss my tete and i dont know why the world had to take her away from me. it started off with her just getting sick, but then it all went downhill so fast. she was in and out of the hospital until she became bed bound. then her last time to the hospital was the last time i ever saw her. until my parents had to sit me down and tell me she was gone. every point from then on has been terrible and i dont know what to do without her
@lightOwl3068 You don't have to get over it, losing someone so dear is not something that can be healed in some years and sometimes the missing just gets stronger with time. A part of our identity is gone with them, the future that had them involved is gone and so it's very understandable to feel lost.
It's unfair but all we can do is try to build our own identity again with the warmth of their memories and their love. And this doesn't have to be instant, you are allowed to take as much time as you need.
The connection you shared with her is unbreakable and no one can take that away from you<3 Talk to her, write letters to her if that helps your heart a bit. I buy flowers on days when it's all a little too much to handle, I believe they know and are looking over us especially on such days.