Loss of friend
Tw: Overdose/death.
Back in June, I was in the process of moving into my new apartment with my fiancee. I was over the moon with happiness and excitement. Then that changed fast, because a friend of mine/ex of mine. Had to tell me that our mutual friend had succumbed to overdose and had died within the walls of his apartment. My heart was in pieces and I was shattered once more. I had previously lost another friend two years prior in December on the 28th,2020 due to a brain aneurysm. I just had started to feel normal, then hearing that my mutual friend of my friend and I. I became torn again, the guilt of not communicating enough chewed at me. The words that he told me last, began to haunt my brain and I just was low. I am now slowly becoming okay again. I still can't believe he's gone.
@PhoenixButterfly97
Oh my gosh PhoenixButterfly, this is heartbreaking 💔
I can't imagine the pain you are facing for this last loss, the guilt you described must be really heavy.
You know that with grief it needs time to recover, I hope that to share on here can help a bit not feeling lost in your thoughts. Please be gentle with yourself, you surely were a good friend for them.
My condolences PhoenixButterfly and lots of good vibes to your way 💙