Someone please help
I just found out my mom has stage 4 cancer and I don’t want to live anymore. I am autistic and my mom is the only person I felt truly safe with. I have my brother and my dad but it’s not the same thing. I am having a literal meltdown on *** and saying I hate God and *** cancer and people are just ignoring it and going to my funny memes I reposted. I guess I am a joke to people. This is so unfair.
I accidentally made two posts. Can someone get rid of this? lol
@LMeltzer81 awww sweetie I'm so sorry about your mum😥 that's truly heartbreaking to hear, I will keep you both in my prayers 💖it's ok to express your emotions, and to be angry at God and the world right now I completely understand that. I know the relationship between you and your mum is not the same relationship as with your dad and brother, how can it be I mean everyone plays different roles in our lives💖 but perhaps now more than ever you could talk and lean on your dad and brother to help carry you through💖 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗 right here for you 💗
also yeah when you normally show your happy, playful side, unfortunately it makes some people not take you seriously when you need it most😥 same thing happens to me too
No I just think that everyone thinks I’m insane because I act like I’ve lost my mind.
@LMeltzer81 awww sweetie your not insane 💖 the news of your mother is terrifying, and it's gonna bring up so many emotions at once, that you may not be able to control or process then right now 🙁 don't be afraid to show your feelings and vulnerability even if people do think your insane. I hope you feel supported here at cups?
I am though. I have no emotion regulation.