*TW*

I can never understand death. It's so reliving sometimes and sometimes horrific, dreadful and terrible. If it's not for you, it's heartbreak and sometimes when you wish it for yourself it's peace. It's prison of grief and sadness when someone else have it and when u think about it, it's freedom. It's considered end and somewhere it's considered a part of beginning. It's tragical for most and majestical for many. When you don't want it, it's curse that never leaves you. When you want it, it's blessing you can never get. When you dream, it's setback and you dream for it, it's invisible. It's so mysterious, misunderstood, miserable and magical thing. I want to discover it and never want it. I sometimes want it most and sometimes i fear. It calls all fear, and negative thoughts with it. However, sometimes it teaches us value of life.