The emotions you may experience after the loss - Depression
Depression: Many bereaved people experience feelings of depression following the death of someone close. Life can feel like it no longer holds any meaning and some people see no purpose, if you experience this, please contact your Doctor who will be able to advise you.

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thank you for this post

@lucy2 that is quite a bite tiny cynical to tell people that, especially on a site like this, but i am sure you have your reasons...
@lucy2 Thank you. I don't feel quite the extreme of life has no purpose, but more a feeling of being super overwhelmed and tired. I have a big school and workload to keep up with. We can watch lectures from home which is helpful at our own pace, but today I slept in super late because I couldn't sleep. I'm trying to take it a day at a time.