Will this ever end ?
Almost 17 months after my leg fiancé took his life and I cannot for the life of me get out of my own head and move on with my life. It’s never ending and consuming me. Idk what to do anymore and my kids are nearly all adults adults. Therapy helps but I feel judged and it’s expensive. I want to heal, feel better while being better. 😊
I too want healing, to feel more and be more whole.
Hello,
No it doesn't end. Not the way you want it to anyways.
The grief, hole, and unobtainable hope will always be present. The question truly now becomes, what do you do with it? Is it front and center in every aspect of your life, or should it be a chapter in your life that has many many more chapters ahead?
Talk about it until it gets boring.
Walk through the pain and regrets.
Process it and let yourself dream again.
Direct your remaining energy into new aspirations.
As you look back, and you will be looking back, you will see how far you've come.
Thank you so much for your words, they really hit home.