just needding help
hi guys im new here, funny how time flies; in a few minutes for me (may 30th) marks 4 months without my best friend. ive been told it gets easier and ive beene told that it won’t which is the truth and i need to reminf myself that constantly before i give myself false hope that i’m ever gonna experience true lasting happiness. sometimes i have breef moments of joy, i feel so high enough to escape the thoughs that droun me. i do this with the help of drugs or self harmwhich is wrong but is the only way i know to cope. i want honesty. i want someone to tell me that maybe im always gonna feel this way and maybe that’s alright and help me to learn how to live with it.
@neonPlace8757 I'm so sorry sweetie 🙁 grieving is one of the hardest things to deal with. And no the pain doesn't go away, but there are ways to ease the pain and in time there will be more good days than bad 💖 what helps me is I have a place in the garden where I can go and be alone and just talk to him, I believe our loved ones can hear us when we talk to them 💖 also I write a poem/letter and attach it to a balloon and let it float up to heaven, it really helps to write your thoughts/feelings down💖 and right here on cups out grief and support forums can be a great help, you never have to go through this alone we are here for you every step of the way 💗 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗