Request To Everyone reading this
hey guys, I’m really sorry for interrupting anyone, but I’m just really having bad days, and today was one of the worst ones lol. And I m just losing my mind and really annoyed at everything and I m just really selfish egocentric and arrogant, I’m a horrible person and I have no motivation to do anything right, I can’t do anything right. And I’m failing everything and breaking down, and I can’t cry bc I’m numb, and I need to feel something. So it’s my humble request to all of you who’ll read this message to please insult me, like I’m serious
I don’t deserve kindness or anything like that, I’m used to being insulted often, so it’s totally okay and don’t hesitate. Maybe by being insulted and reminded on what kind of person I am I’ll get back on track and continue living just like I’ve been living so far :)
Thanks in advance
@justFarheen I have to be honest. I read this post hours ago and I can understand what it is you want but I'm sorry I can not insult you. The reason I can't is because I'm not going to reinforce things you've obviously heard before. Some times we hear things too often and we begin to believe it ourselves. I noticed you're a teen. You hear these things from family and friends or just family? The selfishness and arrogance sound like just being a typical teenager but adults can act that way too. You're human. We all make mistakes but that doesn't mean that we're failures.
Everyone deserves kindness. Even you! The lack of motivation and numbness could be from depression. Not that I'm trying to diagnose anything mind you. I just have my own experiences from when I was younger that adults seem to want to put those under normal teenage angst or teenage drama and many times they couldn't be further from the truth.
You're never interrupting things here and I am sorry you're having a bad day or a bunch of bad days and in all honesty I would love to give you a big bear hug and tell you it will all be okay. That this too shall pass but all I can do is send you some seriously good vibes!
I'm sorry that I couldn't fulfill your request and I hope you won't hold it against me! 😬
@justFarheen
NO, I apologize but insulting you to make you feel better seems like a vicious cycle of abuse. We want to support you and lift you up -- not tear you down or hurt you more.
I will tell you this:
you are worthy
you deserve happiness,
you deserve peace
you deserve love
and you are strong
Hugs to you always ❤️
There is support out there! You really deserve more than being insulted 😊 I felt sad reading this, you are a precious human being and I wish you happiness. Go out there and ask for the opposite! I promise it will help you feel better.
