10 Truths

1) I love music

2) I'm nonbinary

3) I have many phobias

4) I have few, but intense fears

5) I rarely think "straight"

6) I'm abrosexual.

7) My favourite number is 0.

8) I have a pretty dark mind.

9) I feel a lot older than I am.

10) I think eyes are the most attractive body part.

I'm Ilaria, 17 years old, here are my 10 truths (:

1. The person I hate the most in the whole world is probably my mother, and even if people say it's going to get better with age I feel like it's never going to change;

2. I live in Italy which is the country with the best food ever, but I have a crazy obsession about sushi and junk food;

3. Despite being aggressive, sarcastic and impulsive in real life, I love hugs and I'm a really cuddly person;

4. Being alone is one of my biggest fear and triggers - this site helps a lot, but there have been times when I couldn't spend a day by myself and I always had to be surrounded by people;

5. Half of my clothes come from the same shop, I just love that brand so much;

6. I'm a confident person in real life, but for some reason I can't sing, play and sometimes even dance in public;

7. I hardly ever had anyone to rely on in my life, so I grew up as an independent person and I don't usually let anyone take care of me;

8. I can't and I don't want to stop drinking, don't judge;

9. I'm an extremely nosy person and I learnt to analyze people without having to ask questions;

10. I stopped believing in God when I was 11 yet a small part of m hopes there is something else after life, living is too beautiful to just end it and I'd be glad to reincarnate.

1. I write dark poetry

2. I have never been on a date (even at age 19)

3. I have a weakness for junk food

4 I am a vegetarian

5 I spend hours thinking about philosophy

6 I don't have physical attractions to any gender

7 I listen to metal mostly

8 I can play 3 instruments but I don't play any of them right now.

9 I am an amateur researcher.

10. I like Pokémon.

1. I have anger problems. Sometimes, depending on the person, I feel like I blackout and don't know what I'm doing. I never knew I could feel that and to know I can blackout because of my anger, scares me.

2. I'm violent.

3. I have MAJOR trust issues and I've let it control all my relationships.

4. I care too much for others in the inside but my actions say otherwise.

5. I want and need to change.

6. I don't know who I am.

7. I feel like I should have my life together by now being 21 years old.

8. Everyday I feel like I lose myself and it makes me angry.

9. I want to know how it feels to be happy and to know yourself and love yourself.

10. I'm tired of throwing jokes and laughing and smiling when I'm not close to being happy.

1. I have rage issues.

2. I have an alcohol problem.

3. I believe people are not to be trusted (myself included)/

4. I care about animals a lot more than I care about humans.

5. I can be a sadist at times.

6. My mind is twisted.

7. I use humor as a defense mechanism to avoid dealing with serious situations.

8. I don't believe in second chances.

9. I pretend to care about people even though I dont, because that's what you're supposed to do, care.

10. Despite the fact that I acknowledge most of my issues, I'm proud of who I am and I'm not planning on changing any time soon..

1. I'm 17 almost 18

2. I have social anxiety but I feel as though it is getting better.

3. I have had anorexic thoughts in the past and experimented with starving myself.

4. On most days I don't like what I see in the mirror but I'm getting better I hope :)

5. I have always been confused about my sexuality, I'm somewhere between grey-sexual and demi-sexual I think.

6. My friends are what hold me together.

7. I love seeing my family, especially at things like family parties.

8. I am a vegan and proud :D

9. Bad things always seem to happen to the people I care about the most.

10. I lovvveeee curling up in bed and listening to the rain!

1. I have anxiety

2. I tend to overwork myself

3. I believe that education is the key to a better future

4. I like watermelon

5. I enjoy writing

6. I'm taking a complicated exam in two months, and it's making me anxious.

7. I'm stereotyped as one of the smart kids

8. I love Tumblr

9. Books are cool. READ A BOOK

10. I want to travel the world

1.) Laughing and joking around keep me sain.

2.) I think way to much.

3.) God is very important to me. Because at the end of the day he's the one who's kept me from ending my life.

4.) if you make me laugh or get my humor we should be friends js.

5.) Im such a softy sometimes, cause I care to much, I saved a slug the other day and set it free outside.

6.) I really like food. Like a lot.

7.) my finger nails turn bright purple when I'm cold 😂 it's really weird.

8.) I have this thing with bows 9 times out of 10 Im always wearing one.

9.) Im not big on controversial topics because it just makes me mad. So I try to avoid them.

10.) and Uh well Uh, well this isn't about me but it's true ... One of my brothers nipples is bigger than the other lol love u bro 😂😂.

1. My birthday is on October 15

2. Currently in University. Major in History minor in Art History. I have idea what career path i will take.

3. I craft. I`m working with polymer clay and make anything related to games, books, movies and shows. I made two mosaics out of stain glass which aren`t perfect but i love.

4. I don`t get enough sun, because my eyes are sensitve to the light. No I`m not a vampire... but I`m quiet pale.

5. I wear glasses but it has made my vision worse. Gonna get rid of these things someday.

6. I have social anxiety. I hate not being able to overcome it since High School. I just want to have a relaxed conversation with a nice friend without getting the dry mouth, blank mind and akward silence.

7. My family is my life. My best friend has to be my big brother who does his best to encourage me to speak out more and try to make new friends. My parents have worked for years in low paying jobs just to support our family. There have been some ups and downs but they are my everthing. I love them very much.

8. K drama is a new thing in my life, that and EXO. I swear it started when my brother got Crunchyroll and I saw Coffee Prince, my favorite kdrama so far. Found EXO months before now I can`t stop listening to their songs.

9. I like playing video games. If you haven`t noticed I`m a big kid at heart, so anything Disney related is a must. Kingdom Hearts, also Final Fantasy and Mass Effect.

10. There are way to many facts about me.

1. I'm a big one for sustainability/environmentalism. I ultimately want to be a consultant working with farmers in maximising their returns while minimising their inputs and their environmental impacts

2. My mates have always criticised me for being so focused on voluntary work (prior to 7Cups and here). "You can't save the world, mate!" is a common rebuke I receive lol

3. I am a descendent of a prominent Maori chief whose portrait hangs in Government House (the residence of the Queen's representative in NZ)

4. If I could live anywhere in the world outside of New Zealand it would be Canada. Beautiful country with beautiful people as well.

5. Until the age of 16, my life's goals were to be a circus clown, a pizza delivery dude, preferably both

6. I came this >< close to failing English in high school after losing my passion for writing when I was about 12 (girls have a lot to answer for!)

7. I am 1/4 African-American however people I've met have confused me for being Egyptian for some reason

8. I love challenging myself. While overseas, I took the opportunity to have a 9 foot python draped over me to see if I was afraid of snakes. I'm not (thankfully!)

9. Three days after my 21st birthday, I was drafted onto a murder jury (juror number three). It was only then that I realised that my exaggerated respect for the opinions of my elders was misguided.

10. My two daughters come first, second, three, and fourth in my life (unsurpisingly) :)