10 Truths

1. I'm studying college. 2. People actually know me as a quiet person, not aware of how crazy I am. 3. I usually keep things by myself. 4. I'm actually in search for my purpose, and that makes me feel mature. 5. I am judgemental. 6. I sometimes think about suicide but can never do it definitely. 7. I like serving people, it makes me feel good. 8. I'm into developing all my potentials. 9. I like math. 10. I'm longing for someone.

1. I am constantly debating life's unknown questions in my head 2. I have no real friends, and find mostconversations superficial 3. I crave anything that can give me an adrenaline rush 4. I wasn't raised in a supportive loving family 5. I love anything new and exciting 6. I want to be one of the test subjects of people to get sent to a different planet 7. I can stay in one place to long 8. I feel left out and like I don't fit in with society 9. I don't believe that we should spend so much time trying to cure diseases 10. I don't believe in God, but I wish I found it rational

1. Im an introvert 2. I try things but easily lose focus 3. My passion for writing keeps me balanced 4. I have never had an independent life 5. My dream is to work for National Geographic 6. I have no support for my goals 7. I don't believe in true love and that scares me 8. Im in constant competition with my cousin who i have never even met 9. Things are changing way too fast and im afraid of being left behind 10. Im not perfect and im glad I can accept that

1. I have purple hair and I don't know if it's for attention or if I'm just expressing myself. 2. I love writing but I can't stick with it. 3. I'm so lazy. I wish more than ever to be successful but I can't achieve anything. 4. I have a hard time making friends. I'm so awkward but I have little bursts of outgoingness. 5. I literally love my parents more than anything or anyone. I'm scared of them leaving. 6. I have irrational fears of things that don't make sense to anyone else. I cry when they ask about it. 7. I've been diagnosed as bipolar but I feel like it's something else. Something more, maybe. I can't really get a grip on things like that; how I feel and how I am. 8. I need attention more than anything. I need it more than food and water. Without it I cannot function, I sit there and cry when I'm alone and as a result get I too clingy. 9. I'm so nice that I try to be mean just so I'm not stepped on as much. It doesn't work well. 10. I'm gonna end this in a positive way. I lose interest in everything I start, but the two things I love and stick with is watching YouTubers (I can sit there for HOURS watching them. It's a good thing because it keeps me distracted) and doing makeup on myself. I have countless pictures of me in creepy makeup and poses and I love it.

1. I wish I could become a musician and tour the world. 2. I feel weak. 3. I stopped going to counselling but I'm dying on the inside. 4. I can't let go of my cousins death. 5. I don't go to class because I'm always so anxious. 6. I'm scared of the future. 7. I love cats. 8. The only reason I'm still here today is because I can't imagine leaving my family, friends and boyfriend. 9. Music has saved my life. 10. I hate my weight.

1. Nobody knows the real me 2. I'm a wallflower 3. My best friend lives 11893 km away from me 4. I hate judgemental people 5. I'm bisexual 6. I don't have friends at school 7. I date one guy (yes, I love him) but I'm also in love with a girl 8. I was a very "hugger" person before the rumors 9. I've been severely bullied in 2010 so I've been struggling with some mental disorders since then 10. I'm a very supportive person what makes me a very good friend

1. My parents don't know me at all. 2. I prefer venting to a stranger rather than my best friend. 3. My parents expect so much from me I will never be able to meet their eexpectations. 4. Im afraid my life won't turn out very well. 5. I'm afraid of dying without having aaccomplish my goals 5. Although I sometimes think about suicide but I never get around that, nothing specific, I just wonder what itd be like 6. Music is really jimportant to me and I'll love to learn to play bass, guitar and piano 7. I'd love having singing lessons and music lessons but my parents don't support me at all. 8. School is the only thing im good at (I'm jyot even that good, better than my brother though). 9. I'm always comparing myself to others, I can't help it. 10. I envy my best friend so much, she has everything I'd like to have

I know I just did this but I'll do another one. 1. I want to be skinny so bad. I guess what I really want is to accept myself. 2. My economic statues is not as high as my friends and that makes me feel inferior. 3. It seems like anything I do is never enough for my parents. 4. Sometimes I feel stupid in comparison of my other friends. 5. I get attached too fast and too easily. 6. I give advices to people telling them they should love themselves but I struggle doing that myself. 7. I'd like to be famous and be in a band and to meet fans and all that stuff. 8. I'd like to be talented, be good at anything like painting l, dancing, singing, at sports or anything besides school 9. I thought of starving myself but then I realised I didn't want that because I had a friend with an ED and I stayed strong for her, so I could support her. 10. I'm struggling with finding out what my sexuality and gender is.

1. I am addicted to television. 2. I'm a flake with my friends. 3. I feel inadequate when my feelings don't match up with what I THINK I should feel. 4. I sometimes don't want to change/get better because being sad feels more comfortable. 5. I love my parents but I hate them and I always feel queasy after dealing with them. 6. I volley between overestimating and underestimating how much I can do. 7. I procrastinate all my housework. 8. When I truly open up and allow myself to feel fully, I become vulnerable to instability so I numb myself. 9. I find it ironic that I am in love with all things alive - plants, birds, fish, dogs - but waste mine. 10. I want to do something meaningful with my life but I don't know what.

1. I'm a muslim

​2. i really want to major in music bussiness or English lit, but knowing my parents it'd never happen

3. i'm always afraid to talk to strangers in real life, even if it's only to ask where's the toilet

4. i love Fifth Harmony

5. I've never been in a relationship

6. My friends think im incapable to show emotions

7. I love skiing eventhough i'm nowhere near good at it

8. my goal is to visit 20 countries before i turn 30

9. I hate physics and chemistry

10. i really want to get a nose pierce but hmm