cant do what i love
theres nothing to do and the only thing that makes me feel anything im not allowed to do. im not allowed near my computer. all i want to do is draw and make music but im not allowed. i need a distraction and i miss my computer so much but if i go anywhere near it i'll get kicked out. i miss having a single shallow reason to live
@pinkDrum9405
I wonder how you're coping now without your computer, or whether you now have access back? It can be hard to have to give up something we've felt so reliant on. But maybe it also opens up possibilities to try something new. Art and music can be created in other forms than computerised. Maybe this is your chance to change your style and experience how life was lived in the old days.....
Well, twenty years ago :)
